Disappointment

I’m disappointed with our society… That I can live in a place where its okay to call someone a Fat B&#$*

That is not something that anyone wants to hear early in the morning from a co-worker. You can call me “Church Girl” which was another team favorite but I just find Fat B$($^ too much to handle. Even if you its true you shouldn’t say it…. I dont call you a Dumb  “derogatory Name” because I know better and its just plain WRONG.

I also hate disappointing my family… I was headed on the right track to not relying on them as much for everything and taking care of some bills ect… I was finally showing my aunt that I’ve grown up and this just sets me back… stupid jobs.

Its like I’ve hit a brick wall…..

I wrote this last week but couldn’t seem to ever finish it without having a pity party or saying something inappropriate. After I was ask to leave/quit my new job because  “I didn’t fit into a their team” they had a meeting about me while I was gone and in a since voted me off the Island.

Which in the long run was totally okay because I had a new job working in the warehouse for a Christian Company within a few hours. God is good all the time. Its temporary for now but hopefully I can get a permanent position.

SARAH! WHY didn’t you blog about this sooner?
I didn’t want to.
I was disappointed in my self and slighty aggravated with my job situations. Maybe I just regret not every getting a real degree…. everyone around me won’t hush about college and yes I know I should have finished something but I’m dealing with the consequences and learning from my mistakes.

So my sincere apologies to anyone that has been praying for my job situation if I’ve left you hanging by not sharing everything thats going on at the moment. I really do appreciate your prayers but needed to deal with things before making public announcements.

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