I’m one of those depressed, anxiety ridden people who hates the thought of NEEDING medicine. But Goodness do I need it. If you’re my family or one of my close friends take this moment to pick your jaw up off the floor.
My refill went out a few weeks ago and I felt so great It didn’t cross my mind. Then with all the craziness in my life at the moment I just didn’t have time to wait on hold for 30 mins between 8-5. So after talking to several pharmacists am told I must make an appointment. I called last week and after 35 mins on hold just went bizark and hung up. Then forgot.
Until the other day, when after I felt like I had been shocked and started running a fever I started goolging my eye twitching, insomnia, nauseas, emotional, crazy, twitching, migraine symptoms I realized I’m in full blown withdrawals. I left the apartment twice this weekend and could hardly funtion.
Then I’m upset with myself for being a stupid idiot and (not intentionally this time) making myself feel awful. I can hardly function and am out of control. so I call the dr and prepare myself to make an appointment and fix this crap…. like tomorrow
Well. The idiot in Behavioral health can’t speak English to understand my name or date of birth ( maybe its my accent?) so she transfers me to a lesser idiot. by then I’m crying and she proceeds to tell me to calm down. HELLLO You work in behavioral Health aka crazy department. NEVER EVER tell someone to calm down. Depression and Anxiety Rule #1. I then remove myself from the office because going bat crap crazy is just so professional. They inform me that I can’t get it to see the dr again until March 13. Because I ad just googled my symptoms, I knew that I would be locked up in a mental ward if I cold turkey quit my meds until March 13th. which just made it worse.
yes I know this is my fault and I did it to myself but still. After mentioning that I think I’m in withdrawals she says well I can send him a note that says you have an appointment march 13 and could he refill your prescription in the meantime.
Well thanks ma’am
Fast forward a week……